dadoronron

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Sat, 21 Mar 2009 22:08:16 GMT

Well I told him thank you.. I wrote a letter. It went well. Not really anything interesting to say here I really don't know why I have one of these.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 00:22:20 GMT

So I've been in a very strange mood lately. I'm not really sure what to think. I'm happy, but I'm also sad at the same time, and I'm also very stressed and tired.

Ok context time.
I've liked someone for a very long time, and a few weeks ago I told them. They don't feel the same way, which is why I'm sad

The weird thing is, it's someone who I'm friends with, and we're pretty close, I guess. The reason I'm happy is nothing has become weird or awkward between us, which I really appreciate.

So what I'm thinking is....should I tell him how much I appreciate how the situation was handled? Or is this just something I shouldn't bring up again? He told me he cared about me, but he "isn't sure he feels the same way". So I think it's important for him to know that he didn't hurt me. The only thing is, since it's been a few weeks since the "incident", I don't know if it would makes things better or worse to bring it up again, even if it's just to give some finality to it.

Help me.

First actual entry and timpani fail

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 03:32:06 GMT

Well to adress the first part of the subject, my first post was rather undescript and irrelevent so lets do a real one shall we?

Anyway, on to timpani fail!! I am an aspiring composer and I use a program called "Encore". If any of you know of this program, you may agree that the timpani sound is ABSOLUTE AND UTTER FAILURE. It sounds as if the timpani was played with a cat that had been dead for an hour or two, and said cat was allowed to rest on the timpanum (singular for timpani if you don't know..hey you learned something!) until the last minute before the next note had to be played. I tried putting the bass drum in unison with it but it didn't really help, donchaknow.

Oo I got a Jack Skellington (heart) locket. I wanted to put something in it. At the mo' I don't really have anything to put in it, but Melissa told me to put a treasure in it. The nearest treasure was a keyboard stand but it didn't fit. The next nearest treasure was lead in a clicky pencil. I broke a bit off and put it in the locket. If you draw me a pretty pretty picture, maybe I'll print it off REALLY REALLY LITTLE and put it in my snazzy locket. I also got a NEOPET at Claire's. He's purple and his name is Sir Whickety Pigglesnort and he's beautiful. Pictures are to come.

Anyway I have nothing else to say.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 00:24:40 GMT

I'm have livejournal!